Okay my title sounds weird, but I didn't really know what else to name it. I'm sad my first blog post had to be about such a sad thing.

For those of you who don't know, Jessica Jung is officially not a part of SNSD anymore. 

This breaks my heart. Sica is an amazing entertainer. She is beautiful, funny, a great singer and awesome dancer. She is, or was whatever, my bias with Hyoyeon. We don't really know as yet what the actual heck is going on, but it's not pretty.

I've read a lot of opinions about this, and this is my personal opinion:

I feel that this might be bad timing and management, so yeah, basically like every other SM scandal there has ever been. If you look at it from Sica's POV, she has every right to be hurt, I mean your company basically fired you, and your 'sisters' didn't back you up. But was it really that sudden? Did SM just go " you're out"? That doesn't seem quite right. Did the SNSD members really 'betray' her? SM's POV would be something like, Sica wanted out, she became unreasonble, so we gave her out. But was she being unreasonable?

I think that given the disgusting lack of information is raising a lot of questions. There are also several angles and rumours, like the Tylor Kwon thing, the fashion school thing, TaengSic hatred (idk about this), Blanc not profiting SM and stuff.

I guess we'll just have to wait for more information.

I will support SNSD as an 8 member group. I will also support Sica as a solo artist/fashion designer. But will I be the kind of SONe that I was? Uhh..as of now...no. Because the whole enigma of SNSD was the fact that they were perfect together, as 9. Of course they had individual talents and things, but they were prettiest, most talented, the best, when they were together. Of course Sica will still be a part of SNSD in the hearts of us SONes, but it won't be the same.

I'm still waiting for more information though, more than anything, This is just a place to vent. 

Meanwhile, I just want to keep watching this.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IbLh4i40I4E

This was from the time when they were younger. Fresher. More energetic. When SM paid attention to them and didn't just give them any song and dance cuz "Hey, SONes won't say anything." This is when everything was amazing. This is when they were together. 

But I shouldn't say that. I shouldn't. Because for us SONes, they're still together.

For us SONEs, OT9 is forever.