(PS. Again. I apologize for this horrible looking blog you're about to read~) Okay to recap everything, 1st. Jessica made an alarming post. 2nd. SM confirming the damn and 'forced her out' of GG. 3rd. Another word from Jessica that she was really hurt and probably proving that her first post wasn't hacked. 4th. GG was at a fanmeet(?) and ot8 holding back tears but Seohyun cried the most. And other ty things all over Twitter, Facebook, IG about this whole madness.. Jessica's statement made me think.. She said that she has always asked for opinions from the management and her members even before BLANC was launched.. Everything was ok and SM even congragulated her.. Total shocked after a bad gush of wind and this change of plans happened.. I would be hurt too if I was "betrayed" like that.. I really feel bad for Jessica.. In my opinion, I think she didn't have any plans on leaving and I believe she can juggle both BLANC and GG since she loves both ventures.. I honestly don't know what to believe anymore.. It may sound dramatic but I really thought GG would have the strongest bond.. Not perfect but being with them for 6 years made me believe that they are not working for SM and money.. They work for the fans.. Not to sound offensive but I was so grateful that GG stood well in the midst of the other co-groups' dark days.. Yeah it was sad to see members from TVXQ, SuJu and EXO leave.. I myself is sad to see those groups with a couple of talented people missing when they go on stage and to comfort my friends who cried over them.. I had no idea how heartbreaking it feels.. Much more than hearing dating confirmations.. But heck this is the most rude show SM could possibly display. And I thought Shindong's fat shaming issue before was the worst =.= Is it bad to say that I don't want to believe that the Soshi bond was fake all along? .. I mean. 7 years is a long time.. And even if their friendship was a show, tell me you can't love your member in the long run and be fake all the time right? ( off cam that is ) Whatever the truth is.. I hope it is fair for GG, Jessica and for the loving fans.. With all that said.. If ot8 is to release their say in this.. I don't know how I can deal with it.. I am so done with you SM. I'm scared for F(x), Red Velvet and SHINee.. Like seriously. I don't want to lose hope in them.. Sweet miracle please rain on these groups now. Screw the management =.= (PPS. Correct me if I stated wrong ideas/examples so we can all be enlightened ^.^) Thank you for reading my thoughts and I hope SM IDOL stans be strong ( I don't stan the MANAGEMENT. I stan the IDOLS. )