(So I actually wrote this on 'Blue Roses' But I choose to put it on the blog to.. )

Thank you so much for reading 'Blue Roses' I love you all! :) 

I feel So thankful though, To all my readers for reading my stories! Thank you!!~ thank you!!~~  thank You all!!!~~~ *Hugs and Kisses*

I will make sure to update more sooner.. But because of school, personal life. I sometimes can't but I feel that I owe you guys and I don't really Update.. Like for example 'The Fox Demons'  was supposed to be finished last month!, So I'm way behind.. But thank you all for being patient, (That is if you read The Fox Demons). But every time I got a comment, Suscriber and a upvote I become happy. I really need to thank you guys for reading my stories, For the year I was here On AFF.. I felt that when I was on AFF  I felt welcomed, and really close to everyone.I felt Happy writing stories for not only myself but for people to read.. 

I feel that I was happier on here sometimes than at school.. Or in my personal life. And I really feel like I have met good frieds on here. So thank you for supporting me everyone!

Love you all so so so so Much!

(This is where it ended but I will make it longer)

I feel That I could be myself on here, That I wasn't alone because I didn't really have friends when I first came on AFF. And I felt like even if I haven't met any of you in real life, I feel Like I've known you for my whole life. :) I felt this year was the best year, That even when you haven't met me, in real life. You guys still Worried about me when I was down, and supported me.. *Tears Up* So I Thank you all, For everything.. You guys are more than friends now.. I feel like you guys are like a second family.. So thank you for being there for me, For worrying about me when I was down, Supporting me by reading my stores, Suscribing, commenting and Upvoting. I felt happy every time I got one of those.

I really felt like I could be myself on here, that i didn't need to hide like I do at school. And I felt that I could fangirl about Kpop on here with no way of being shy.. I could write stories, Have people tell me seriously what I'm doing wrong or right (even if its that way, I still feel Encouraged by it) Or even the encourging words I got was enough to make me smile.

I know I hide my feelings from the people I love, I let my feelings out with my writing. I mask it away and pretend that I'm okay when I'm not. And Sometimes I get triggered into wanting to take my life away, because sometimes I was having a hard time and just wanted to end it.. Like I almost cut the razor in my leg on sunday.. But yeah.. And I went on here about to say goodbye.. but than when I saw a new suscriber or a new comment, or even a comment on my blogs I changed my mind. So thank you.. You are my friends, my family now.. And I feel that I could tell you guys everything on how I'm feeling and you guys won't kick me to the ground like at school.

I love you guys..

Because you guys where there when the monsters tried to take me away..When I tried to kill myself.. And I even jumped infront of a car to try to take my life and got two broken legs.. I have good brothers and Now good friends.. So thank you, from the bottom of my heart!~

-Zeldamato12