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I don't expect you to understand. I really don't. But I do feel shocked, angry, hurt, frustrated, confused, but most of all - heartbreakingly betrayed. Is this how it ends? Is it? Is this how the nine of you will be no more? Is this how we see one by one of you go? Is this how you leave us for good, but also one another?

You renew your contracts for another three years. Then, one of you hands in a request for either a hiatus or a retirement from your group. In the middle of the negotiations for you to continue as a singer, you start a fashion business. That's basically ignoring the conversation to continue as a singer. Then, news, that you yourself strongly contribute to, say you'll get married this spring though you keep denying you aren't even dating. And it's always the same guy, always. 

Then, you drop messages that you have been betrayed by your company and eight other sisters. How come you have been betrayed when you chose to follow a dream of yours, neglecting negotiations for your singing career, planning a wedding, flying of with the guy, and never stop to tell your fans about it?

Today, you all dropped a huge bomb and crack into the hearts of us SONEs. You really did. Because neither of you thought of how the fans will react or feel. And I honestly feel betrayed. Because this comes out from nowhere, in the middle of displays of happiness and strong sister bonds. Neither of you bothered to give the smallest hint that something isn't right. Because, something isn't right if eight sisters continue on one path, while the ninth goes on another, stating she feels hurt and betrayed. Your smiling faces are cracking up, revealing themselves to just masks. 

How come you said and promised, either nine Soshi, or no Soshi at all? How come you said and promised, no one leaves, or we all leave? How come you're breaking your own promises? This breaks my heart and I hope, wish and pray that you'll think of your fans, but most of all, your incredibly unbreakable sister bond. Remember all the years you've struggled together, the tears you've shed together, the laughters you've brought out together, the love you've shared together. For years. Never forget how much we love you and wish for your happiness. That's all we, and I, want for you - happiness.

But, this isn't happiness. This is to be heartbreakingly betrayed.

This blog post reflects my opinions, and my opinions alone.