I can't do this. Im literally crying right now. When I saw the comments on Taeyeon's instagram early in the morning, and checked jessica's weibo post, I really felt anxious and extremely frustrated. First, because I don't know if it was really Jessica who posted it or some hackers. Second, SM is not giving any statement yet. But when I got home and scanned through the updates. . Just .. I can't say how depressed I am. I cant even imagine them going on as 8 members. I wish this was just a dream, a nightmare. And what ever happened to the indestructible bond? I am tormented. We all are. :'(