As of 09/30/14 Jessica Jung is no longer part of SNSD

The first news I encountered this morning. I felt so devastated, scared and wishing this was just a nightmare. I read the articles, almost all of it was blaming her. I felt so mad, angered and like I was stabbed in the back. Because for 4 years i've been a fan of them. From all kinds of support I did it for them. I even spent my 2 year earnings for a vip ticket in their concert, just to see the girls up close and of course Jessica my freakin bias. Because I really do love them. So much. Then she just announced that she got forced out by SM and her members? I felt my world crumbling down. And i will never believe that the members are also behind that. But I can't blame her if she left or been forced out because she has her priorities.

PRIORITIES

Main cause of this very disastrous and heartbreaking day. You really can't have the best of both worlds. Jessica being the CEO of Blanc might have lack time for GG. We might place blame, give reason and excuses but in the end. It's an act of cowardice if we didin't chase for our dreams. Cmon guys. It's her life, she has the right to make her own decisions she's not getting any younger! Whatever consequences, good or bad just pray for her. And if you are a true SONE. You wouldn't leave the fandom. We still have 8 Wonderful and Amazing Goddesses waiting for us,  for support and love from us SONES. SNSD will be SNSD. And Jessica will always be a part of it in our Sone hearts. I'm still holding on in this tiny little hope that she comes back and be complete again as Girls' Generation.

PS

I IN' HATE YOU TYLER KWON. IF YOU EVER HURT OUR JESSICA. I'LL CUT YOUR LITTLE DCIK OFF

sorry just wanted to vent out my frustrations cos I never cried for anyone before. But these girls just makes my life complete. Basically, my world is revolving around them. Sighhh. 

OT9 will live in our freshly wounded hearts k?

k. Bye.