It seemed that the news going around since then were all real. What to do? Hate Tyler for being with Jessica? Hate Jessica for putting up a business? If you are reading this, you might have a small or big connection and love over Girls' Generation, of course. Starting with the statement that the 'Other 8' are part of the reason why she was kicked out, I am still wondering what to believe. Friendship that they created ever since, will be thrown away just like that? And let us all think that maybe, the company did ask her to choose, if you were in Jessica's position will you be able to choose? Yes, being in the group means happiness to her because that's where she came from but then again, is it that bad for her to think about her future? It's just that, sooner or later we all know that they will just forever stay on our mind and heart and not in stage, sooner or later they will be out there with the person they choose to be with their side. Don't get me wrong, I am not saying this as a selfish opinion or what-so-ever, I am saying this because we're slowly getting blind. We are hating someone who didn't wish for all of these to happened, if all of you may know. Me, myself is currently on my worst state. It is painful, the emotion keeps on flooding my mind that I don't know what to feel anymore, but what pains me more is to see those people who are a loyal 'Gorjess Spazzer' dealing with all of these, I don't know what to do nor what to say to comfort them. I, as someone who is trying to be strong enough to give all of you the courage you all need, I want all of you to know that if we are pretty much hurting over this, then what makes Jessica and others? They couldn't possibly be chilling out there right? I -- also, want all of you to know that if you badly need someone to lean on. I am here, I will always be. I am not going to allow myself call it just '8' coz I'm gonna stick to the number of members that I fall in love with. It is still 9, and it will always be.