So today is 9 months since I started liking my crush.... He'll never know, and won't care. I've been depressed all day, cuz I know he'll never like me back as much as I like him. He was so nice to me when we were at a retreat. We were in the same skit group, and he fed me instant noodles hehe. 9 months later I'm all sad and alone. This is the first time I've ever liked anybody this much. He's never noticed me, I watched him from a safe distance. He's practically siblings with my best friend, but strangers with me. Our youth group was playing a winking game, and he was the winker. He winked at me and my heart stopped. But then I realized that it was only a game. They say after 7 months it's love. He's my first love, and those don't always work out. I guess this love was doomed from the start. Sorry if I bothered you with my problems, but thank you of you read this all. Please comment if you're in the same situation