Hey guys!! *waves*

I think I'm coming more on AFF more often than I expect lol but ah well :)

Well, school's been busy and I still am running around with the assignments...*Argh the pains of a senior xD*

And umm, this is kind of awkward but,...I think I've developed a crush for another guy...XD

but well um, remember the dream crush i had last prom? (we only have P.E. together if you have read one of my recent posts...but I guess I don't have that "feeling" when I'm near him)

Okey...sorry but enough of the past crush, let's start with the new xD

He's a classmate of one of my kpop friends (my kpop friend is a tomboy btw).

He's a quiet type but idk, maybe it's because of some weird attraction xDD He's also quite good at mathematics and stuff (mygosh...I just realized my past crush mostly are good at maths haha

Anyways, since I started to develop feelings for him, for some reason, every time I exit out of a classroom, or enter another one, I happen to meet gazes with him. 

You know that giddy feeling that blows your stomach almost as high as to your throat? That's what happened to me xD

And well, I'm actually quite shy when it comes to crush (haha) and I basically glance at him, then wander my eyes elsewhere before scurrying off. It's the most awkward thing EVER.

I mean like, least the few past crushes, I developed feelings for them when I became sorta like besties with them, but he's only my classmate and gahh xD

Then, there was this incident where I was going to line up for lunch.

We have a new cafeteria system (hooray!) and we divide it into 3 major sections: the traditional Chinese food, the Western/fast food, and the Buffet/normal food.

It happened that that day, I wasn't really interested in the first two, so I headed toward the Buffet section.

Then,

I noticed my crush coming from the opposite direction, also headed toward the Buffet section.

Quickly, I avoided him and lined up. Then, I noticed when one of his friends called him "XX!" from behind, and he responded, that I knew he was right behind me.

And boy, my heart actually jumped and started pounding (I haven't had anything like this since my first crush xD)

Then after I swiped my card and took the tray, I quickly headed toward the rice serving area.

In the rice serving area, there were two big containers filled with rice, with 2 serving spoons on each side.

I went to the right one, and took the farther one.

Then, my crush came and was also at the right one, taking the closer one.

And because I was so (Omg!) nervous inside, I took less than what I usually eat, and headed to the side dishes area.

He also came to the same side...! XD (I think I sound like an overly excited fangirl)

Then as I hurried when to the other side to get fruits (that are available monday, wednesday, and friday) I took a quick glance at him then scurried off to find my friends.

Tbh, I haven't told any of my close friends about this...because I remembered last time, when I was near my crush...they teased me alot...*pouts* XD

It's so sad that I don't have any classes with him to spy on him lmao jkjk XD