Okay. So most of you are probably aware of me having a crush on a guy named "Guy 2", which lead to him being my groupmate and me losing my feelings for him.

Well guess what? I found out his crush recently and it's one of my friends, Sabine.

Im not mad tho, she's really nice and upbeat. I'm like...geeky.

So the other day, her seatmate was looking at her convos (I don't know why she let's him do that. They're just that close I guess) and suddenly freaked out. He was all like, "Oooh, you da man, ______!" Then everyone started crowding them (since hey were making too much noise) and I couldn't stop laughing.

i don't even know why I laughed. I feel like I'm a mean person for that. Anyways, the convo was of him and Sabine. Apparently, he asked her out but hen she was like, "Oh, no thank you. I don't like you that way."

REJECTED! So now the whole class knows his crush on her and won't stop teasing hem together. Honestly, I feel bad for him. Imagine being rejected by your crush and everyone kept bringing it up. Ouch.

But then again, he is mean. 

Meh, who cares about him.

Anyways, after that whole incident, I've noticed that I have developed a small crush on another guy (I'm hopeless -_-). Remember that newbie I was talking about in my other post? The one where I said "My feelings for him lessened and maybe moved to the new guy" or something like that.

But I've seriously got to stop. He probably wouldn't like me back anyways. I mean, he's part of the taekwando varsity, he's really handsome, he speaks fluent tagalog and English, he tall, he has a cute smile and so one and so forth.

Then I ask myself, "Must I go through the same process once again?" I really want to meet him. You know, face-to-face. My friends keep trying to introduce us to each other but I keep resisting.

We're also in the same club (my best friend's his groupmate) and his classroom is right next to mine.

Should I just go with the flow or should I get rid of my crush? I swear, I'm getting really pathetic by doing these things.