Of sungmin's "girlfriend" and kyumin

** I'm going to write here my personal opinion, I'm sorry if it hurt anyone. I tried to be very polite**

First, I'd like to tell you guys something you probably didn’t know about me

Few years ago I hated gays. I was and I still am very religious. In the matter of fact, I call myself an orthodox-I wear long sleeves shirts, skirts and dresses ONLY. No-not T shirts, pants or jeans etc..

Our religion forbids gay , and yes I was like that-cursing gays, hating them with all of my heart, I had countless arguments with gay supporters "being gay is wrong, it's beyond nature" and you know…lots of homophobic stuff that stupid homophobic people say…

Can someone possibly tell how- that person, how could she possibly betray her own beliefs?!

How could that person throw every stupid thought, the hate just faded away…

Moreover, to love a gay couple?! OR TO WRITE FANFICS ABOUT THEM?!

For what?

Fan service? Fantasy? Oh I don't think so…

To be honest, when I heard about it I cried. I sat in my room and cried my soul out

There was a moment I just wanted to climb on my bed and rip all the kyumin pictures on my wall

"what was all this? Was it just a lie?" I told myself

My sister called, she asked when I'm coming for the holiday dinner?

Sobbing, I told her I'm not coming. That it's too much for me and all I want is to crawl under my blanket and cry

In the end she convinced me to come, I entered the shower and let the tears drop down

And I just couldn’t stop crying, I sat on the floor with my head between my legs and the tears were falling. My heart was broken.

"Liat! Just pull yourself together! Even though it hurts, collect all the heart fragments from the floor and do something! You can't be like this…"

With zero forces, I picked myself off the floor and went to my parents' house

but I regret every single second in this place, it was a torture

I didn’t have appetite at all and I cried hysterically in front of my family (!!), ruining the whole New Year's dinner for everyone

The tears, they kept falling into the plate…they just didn’t want to stop…

After that I cried every opportunity I had. When no one was looking…when everyone fell asleep, when it was only me and my sister

What can I tell my mother?

"hey mom~ your daughter is crying because of a gay couple she ships for already 6 years without your knowing…I've been lying to you during all this time, I love gays..but now, my heart is broken…"

Of course not, luckily I'm a woman and I blamed the hormones of my approaching period…

She didn’t understand me and we fought for the rest of the holiday…

Anyway, being disconnected gave me some time to think…  

  Before I say anything I want you to understand, I'm not overprotective because sungmin is my bias…this is only my opinion..do whatever you want after you read this, I don't care…

First, let's place the facts we have

1. kyumin keeping distance from each other for more than a month

2. kyuhyun is trying to get closer to min, ending up being completely ignored

3. kyumin look very unhappy and serious

4.sm promote wonkyu more than ever

5. kyuhyun is coming back "completely healed" from his vacation  

6. some girl is talking about her new drama and in the same breathing, she announce that she's dating lee sungmin from super junior

7. sm need to confirm it with lee sungmin

8. few minutes after,wiki-café is posting an article about both of them dating

9. members are not jokingly teasing him, or showing any kind of support

10. no comment from sungmin's side

mmm…wired, isn't it?

I have 2 options

1.blackmailing

We all heard about the recent incident, two girls were blackmailing a celeb only because they had pictures of him

That girl, Maybe she saw them together or..maybe she possess a picture or a video of them kissing (! release this video right now! XD) or something…

She said they started dating only recently, so why are you telling us that you're dating and promoting your drama at the same time

Simple. Because she's using him

That's why kyumin were distance

That's why kyuhyun was completely ignored, he didn’t know anything and apparently had a fight with sungmin, sungmin told him about it and he needed some time to think..he came back "completely healed" , he knew he'll have to face it when he comes back

That's why she said it first .sungmin's life is very private, if he wants, he shares it with us in his blog \ radio . isn't it too suspicious that she said it first, without his knowing?

Why sm had to confirm it with him?

If they're truly dating…Wasn’t he supposed to say this first?

What about the members support? None?

And what about sungmin? He doesn’t seem really cheerful to me

She took the opportunity that he's being popular lately and used him

One word: blackmail

2. it's a cover story

Let's face it, sungmin is gay

Maybe recently people started to suspect, everyone said "it's going to be kyumin's year"

"ungkyu couple","wine couple"-kyumin said that on simsimtapa

they were too obvious this year.

We're- the fans, don't know anything about their private lives

Heechul said that he was being asked so many times if he's gay

So maybe they started asking and sm had to cover everything

Why he's avoiding only kyuhyun? What about the other members? Ryeowook? Kangin? Eunhyuk?

Why sm are promoting wonkyu during this time?

Why few minutes after the announcement, wiki-café is posting an article about both of them dating?- because they had time to prepare everything.

Sungmin needed the straight image before his enlistment (Korea is a very homophobic country) and she needed a promotion…so they had an agreement

I know so many stories about gays who hide their true identity and "go out" or even "marry" a woman

Personally I know someone who found out he was gay, but couldn’t say it out loud because he's famous…

he divorced and remarried only to cover up his true self

I never heard him talking about his new wife…

These things happen every day. Sometimes we're too innocent to notice

But as for her..what is your excuse?  

Oh my god they wore a couple bracelet at the same time.
, please do me a favor…
Seriously kyumin wore couple bracelets so many times and they never made a scandal out of it

In fact, they share a wardrobe…and what about their wine nights?  

I my phone to see this:

So many years of love can't just fade away

People shouldn’t be so blind. It's not a fanservice! Kyuhyun& sungmin are free now

And I'm happy.

I proudly can say that I ship kyumin for 6 years, and I will ship and support them until the end

This issue will not change my mind about them. I'm going to write kyumin, so after my hiatus the updates are going back to normal    

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Hope to see you guys soon ♥

Liat.