I am so frustrated rn.

Gayo Daejun is going to be broadcasted on KBS later, and I can't watch because my mother hates kpop.

I really don't get what's wrong with being a fangirl !

Moreover, I'm not allowed to buy fan goods.

Okay fine, skip those.

But I mean really ;____;

They say I shouldn't even like kpop, because they're plastic, I don't understand korean, it's ruining my studies, blah blah blah.

Omg I can die now.

I don't even bother them about things related to korea anymore !

And my mom just told me that because of me liking kpop, she gets a headache whenever  she sees something korean.

SERIOUSLY ? REALLY ? RRREEEAAALLLYYY ?

I'm mainly an ELF, B2UTY and Inspirit.

In 2012, SuperJunior is holding the LAST SUPER SHOW.

SS4.

And also, in June, BEAST is coming for B2UTIFUL SHOW, their first full concert here !

One's the first, one's the last.

I don't even know if I can go to any.

So frustrated now I could just wish for the world to really end in 2012.

How would you guys deal with this ? T___T

I mean, I can't stop liking kpop, it's taken a big part of my life already u__u

[P.S. Also pissed because apparently there was A LOT more mistakes on Gayo Daejun ! Like how there weren't even waiting rooms so rookies had to wait in the hallway while popluar singers got waiting rooms, and how the idols had to use the same restrooms as the fans, and MBLAQ had to wait in the hallway. I cannot comprehend how disappointing this year's Gayo Daejun is :c]