I NEED ADVICES AND SOMEONE TO TALK TO PLEASE HELP

So, im going to tell the whole story first. [is it okay to curse? because i fcking will . (lol i just did)]

I fell in love with the wrong guy ,of course, it wouldn't be a problem if he's the right one duuuuh okay enough

so the thing is he's fcking attached i repeat he's motherfcking ATTACHED well, not married we're just students for fck's sake but wth? he's with someone shouldn't he be contented to just one? isn't one enough?

so he's an , that's a fact. He fcking iniated skinships [holding hands] (im okay w/ it it's just skin and we're not kissing or hugging) which lasted for 3 months and i just let him since he said and from what i heard they broke up and they really did, because of me.

you know what? after that 3 fcking stupid months he said SORRY omg i just cant he fcking said:

 

"im sorry... im sorry... we need to stop... i cant leave her"

 

then the kind me got ahead of anger and said:

"wait what there's a "we" ?"

then i laughed. HARD.

but the thing is well, i got mad but got madder why?

because

when i got angry his called me pathetic

when i dont give a sht to what they're doing his called me pathetic

when i DONT sulk im still fcking pathetic

when im happy im still pathetic

 

im like what the hell? you got what you want? what else do you need? im living my free life here so go have a life

 

 

I JUST REALIZED IT'S A VERSION OF 10080 THE PROBLEM IS IM NOT BAEKHYUN. IM KYUNGSOO.

 

SOMEBODY COMFORT ME PLEASE I NEED OPINIONS COMMENTS ADVICES

 

DONT JUDGE IM JUST A HUMAN AND IT'S NOT MY FAULT FROM MY POV IM THE VICTIM HERE

 

 

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Joelii #1
First off, try not to be hard on yourself, a ton of us have fallen for someone who is already taken. Second, you are very right, this is NOT your fault... He is the prick who initiated the skinship (which encouraged you to like him. I mean come on! Who wouldn't start to like them when they are doing that?! *scoffs at how big of an he is* )
My best advice in this situation... try to stay as far away from him as possible (I know you said you are in school together so not completely possible, but do it with anything YOU can control) DON'T talk to him in person. DON'T answer his phone calls or texts. (And this one is the hardest) DON'T even think about him! Try to find anything and everything you can to occupy your mind so that you can get over him. Because guys like him will make you miserable no matter what (even if he left his girlfriend and you got together), they are incredibly self centered and he won't ever care about your happiness. (If he did, he would not have done this to you in the first place) And you would always wonder if he was cheating on you, because he did it to her, so why not you too, right?!!!
You deserve to be someone's number one!! To be treated with love and respect and be doted on like a princess! <3 I really hope this helps and that you can find someone 100 times better very soon!
yeojafan #2
he is an . iwanan mo yung gagong yun. (Hi this is tricia) pero di ko gets... Naging kayo ba?
sachico08 #3
leave him.. hes not worth it..
he was just playing with you.. does he even told you his feelings if no tell him he is a jerk for making you feel this way! leave him while you still can .. hes not even a second dear..
iam0130 #4
dont waste your time for him.. I know it hurts but you just have to let it go... he is not the perfect guy for you ... how about try something new I mean try to do things .. like what are your hobbies? just keep moving forward .. or try eat something sweet.. like chocolate or ice cream it can make you feel better... always remember " I GOt the eye of the tiger , a fighter dancing through the fire cause I am a champion and your gonna hear me roar" I know it's katy music ROAR because she's my idol and inspiration XDD remember that lyrics you are being you are .. your strong ! I hope you understand what im saying XDD anyways FIGHTING! :D
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