don't have family support

well sometimes i wonder should i ran away from home from the pain from the family who doesn't support me. well its happen because i fall in love with some who is my cousin friend his brother married to my older cousin and i look at him i feel the world stop i just keep my gaze at him then i ask older cousin for his facebook from whatsupp then i found out that my said don't give me his facebook to me and my mom sid something that made me sad and heartbroken "she don't feel so emberessed by asking a boy facebook she make me so emberessed i just want her to study and she can dating when i introduce a boy to her" i just want to tell my mom that i fall inlove by first sight its wrong for me to fall inlove its wrong for me to fall inlove with my cousin brother-in-law when i think about it i just want to ran away from home from the pain and i have to said this i really love him my cousin brothe-in-law i love him i love my cousin brother-in-law i love him so much why my family can't understand that TT_______TT

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babybreath #1 Sep 15, 2014 07:46:29

Hi, we maybe not know each other, but we're friends here and i'm a girl too.
I think what your mom did is was to protect you. You're still young, i guess ? (Are u from Malaysia?)
Its a young love. I understand..but i want to advise you, do focus on your study first okay?
Maybe if you both fated together, later in future, no matter what happen, you and him will still be together.
And don't forget to pray Him. He knows everything. Hwaiting, Syazayu! :)

hana01 #2 Sep 15, 2014 01:59:04

You're still young and it's normal to be in love at first sight. I think you should have fun being young ! A relationship is a responsibility. Being in love is a gift but it may hurt you as well. I think your parents don't want you to get hurt and mother's instinct is always right. Your family loves you, that's why they want you to focus on your study instead of getting a boyfriend. Help yourself first before anything else. Life after school is much more complicated than you think.