I had recently realised that in my family I'm the one that they all like the least.

I also found out today that I'm the one who is hated.

If I ran away they wouldn't look for me. If I stayed here they wouldn't care for me. If I died they wouldn't even cry for me.

The people I used to call my parents don't care. My mother is a monster and my father is a brute.

My siblings are all against me. Even the one I thought I could relate too.

Was it all a lie from the beginning.... Was I ever wanted from the start.

I know that I'm not worth compassion but by posting this I can know that others feel the same as my "Family".

I could leave right now. I have it in me. But I know that seeking refuge with friends will only lead to more struggle.

I'd be sent back and face a harder punishment. I wish I could be taken away by someone who cares.

I'll end it here as my "Parents" are yelling at my door. Not even drowning them with music and tears works against the insults.

Just know that "Parents" don't care. They never will and if you don't learn to fend for yourself then you have no hope in life.