I'm so sorry for such a long hiatus!

And I swear it's not because I'm procrastinating. It's not even because I'm in a writer's block. I actually have the future chapters planned out in my drafts. But I just can't find the motivation to write. It's not just that, I'm not motivated with school either even though the semester just started, I'm not motivated with exercise even though I normally work out five times a week. I'm not motivated to do anything, and only just last week did I realize that I'm feeling quite unhappy for several months now. No one knows or notices this, of course. I think it's the kind of unhappiness that you just find out on your own about yourself. But it's okay, I guess. I think I know why I'm in such a state, there's just a lot of things pulling me down lately that I don't quite know how to fix. Well, aside from this, I promise I will never drop Guts or any of my other stories. Just give me time to get back on my feet and find that determination again. Hopefully this won't go on for too long!

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evaporous #1 Jul 23, 2016 18:16:10

i can't wait for you to come back, good luck and lots of love with everything!!! :))

DobuOnew #2 May 21, 2016 22:05:44

Hello there!
I'm a huge fan of «Guts» and I'm a writer too. You know, I wrote a story and actually finished it, but then my writing got better and I wanted to re-write it, make it better, make it readable. Then, I started re-writing it. However, with all the things I was going through (school, relationship, other activities, I ended up leaving AFF and my stories behind. I kind of forgot about KPop and it wasn't because I had no time (well, now it is), but when I had free time, I came across the files of my stories once or twice and didn't have the will to open them. I just didn't feel like writing .... just like you. And I left my story to update for like a year or so, but then one day I just simply came across the file , opened it and started writing. With that I updated the story and since then, it has been months without updating it (again).

But you see, all to say that it is a fase that we all go through. Don't worry. If you want to write again you will feel it and you will know it. Just like me, that in the midst of tests, presentations and a lot of work from college, I stood up all night writing a new chapter just because I felt like it (even though I knew it would affect my studying time). It was something that I missed, that I needed. So when you're ready ... you'll see. And don't rush youself.

I'm sorry for such long comment. Just wanted to help, someway. <3 Still, and as you said above, I hope you don't drop Guts (because it's my fav) since it is an amazing fanfic and it would be sad to watch it "deasappear" like that. :/ However, I'll wait the time it takes! :)
Hope my words helped you someway. :3

fangirlonsteriods #3 Aug 16, 2015 18:35:21

Aw, hope it gets better :3

Diamondkai88 #4 Sep 8, 2014 01:41:00

You are not the only one. I visit aff everyday, but i have yet updated my story and im not having any writer's block either. This past few months was a bit tough for me. I hope that you can overcome yours in a short time :)