so basically, since I cant tell anyone but you guys! 

and I'm totally freaking out and totally not drunk at all just saying 

I just, freaking apply for a freaking audition online at CUBE 

WHAT THE AM I ING THINKING YO!! 

I mean I would be sooo glad that I got pick and probably freak out 

but.....

WHAT AM I DOING!? like, I love to sing it's my hobby since I was a kid but I never actually think that I would try it out! 

and also my sister were encourgaing me to do it and I freaking do it 

and now I already send the emails and stuff and now I'm freaking out! 

MAN! WHAT THE AM I THINKING! 

brain..... 

anywayyysss sorry for freaking out!!! but what's done is done isnt it! HAHAHAHAHAHA!! *stupid* 

bye now, just going to sleep and thinking myself as an idiot *lovely*

  <-- this is like my brain and me now...