so by now you've probably heard the news about ladies code.

i really loved ladies code - i still do, present tense.i love girl groups in general, man. girl groups are great. and ladies code was awesome.

so i wasn't online throughout school today. so i didn't know until i got home and checked online but now i'm just so angry.

why eunb, why her? why is this fair? why is this okay in the slightest? i'm so mad. there are people who haven't heard of ladies code until today and they're like, "what if it was exo?". i can't stand that. just because it's a member of a group you aren't into doesn't make it any less tragic, and if it was exo (a group i'll use in a fic if necessary but really i'd rather not) i'd still be mourning. but at the same time i wouldn't be going "what if it was himchan" or something. that would just and it's disrespectful and 

i'm just really upset. i want to throw things and cry and i'm just going to try and think happy thoughts but like. the first k-pop music show i watched was simply kpop and there was ladies code and i liked them so much and i still do.

i'm just kind of in pain rn.

r.i.p. eunbi, and stay strong, sojung and rise!