Okay so I'm finally gonna write a real blog for the first time! Here we go...

Last Friday, we celebrated our "Linggo ng Wika" as Filipinos call it and it's not exactly the best experience ever..

First, we didn't win in the speech choir that we practiced so much and worked hard on.. During the time we were presenting it, it wasn't the best I've seen from our class and we forgot some parts and ugh it was just quite embarrassing since we were the grade 7, the "underdogs" and we promised we'd prove the higher levels wrong by winning.. So yeah...

And second, my dad and some teacher's forced me to join this singing competition even though I clearly didn't want to join. I tried to ask them to remove me from the list politely but they wouldn't so I had no choice. Then unexpectedly I got into the finals. I wanted to back out but they told me that I couldn't because I joined and I got in.. Like whuut? I didn't join. They forced me to. So I practiced unwillingly, on the day itself. I memorized it but when the final hour of preparation came, my mind went blank. I couldn't remember all the lyrics and to cut the long story short.....

I humiliated myself on stage... I forgot the lyrics on most parts and sang off-tune on others... 

And to make it worse, one judge works in ABS CBN so that was actually an opportunity for me to get known.. LOL I'm assuming. I know so don't judge. Haha..

And to make things WORSE..... my crush was there.... Watching me and every single mistake I made...

So when I finished, I walked to the backstage and all of a sudden my tears came bursting out... Too sensitive and emotional?

So yeah.. And that ends my very first blog.. Haha.. Don't judge me. It's my first time.