You know I really am envious to those who had set their goals and dreams to achieve. Whenever people around me spoke of their dreams I'm thinking. Why it seems like I'm the only one who doesn't have a dream? I can't remember the last time that I really have a dream that I'm dying to achieve, I can't remember what it feels like to have a goal and I really, really want to feel it again. I want to be excited about what life can bring every waking moment, again. I want to have my dream like other people, I think I'm not normal. LOL I'm being over dramatic!