I am going to be on hiatus from this day on. I don't know how long and please don't ask when I come back. I really have to fix my grades and one of my friend died so I don't want to spend time on this site here for a few days, months? Who knows. I am really sorry for not updating but I have no imagination right now. I have been through hard times in the past but the thought of leaving everything behind never had been so strong. Honestly, I am thinking of just leaving everything behind but I know that I cannot just stand up and leave. I once did it in the past and things turned out worse. So, I promise you that I will return so please understand my situation. I will go online from time to time since there are a few friends I can only reach through this site. And I am positive that I will be actice in october again, or earlier. Hope you can wait! Thank you, chantal_.