*sigh*

I guess one of, what I thought was, the realest relationships in my life have ended. I'm truly devistated, but one day life will go on. Or so I hope and pray. 

I don't know how my life will shift with out that friend, but sorry to get preachy....but! the lord has pushed me through this challenge to see if I will trust in him and I will. 

It's gonna be hard, but I guess I gotta do it. 

I wish she could've called me, so we could reconsile the differences because I'm really not ready for the end. *sigh* I wanna cry. Too much is happening too fast. I need someone to talk to.