So...i made this cuz i just did,okay,i felt i had to drg some of u with me cuz i think im not a good enough daughter for my mom,no dad in that yo.

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1 2 10 Feelings:

Do you think she was ever dissatisfied with you? 

When was she never???

Has she ever gone angry at what you have done/said?

Yes,when i said "I dont want you as my mom if your going to take awy an innocent life away" and lots of other times(earning sympathy yet?)

Has she sighed just looking at you?

No,yes,dunno. Im pretty. Yea. Im totally pretty that she cant even look me d eye. Gosh.*pls not sarcasm* and my personality is a plus to her. Oh my.

Ever worried her alot?

Yes,but its always because when im wiv m friends and go home around 5,6, or 4pm...

Have you ever made her cry?

Dont remember such things...maybe when she gave birth to me...

She ever hit you?

Yes,why do u think i had two teath growing in the same place till i was 5-10 Y.O

She caught you being naughty?

Thats why she hit me with a hanger. By accident she says.

Does she get dissappointed with you ?alot.like alot.

Erm...yes. when i starved myself when my dad started saying im so embarrassing...and i started to become self-conscious and started having habits of comparing myself with girls at school...u could sy im biesezual but im just reaaaally jealous...Ugh. Im still starving Myself...

When was the last time u gave her a gift?

...No comment.

Thats 10 outta 10....huhu...

Conversations:

Do you avoid talking alot?

No,i just hate seeing females and i hate guys that say girls are fat,thats why i say"u could at least say plum and NOT laugh" ugh. I hate parents in England act...

Why is it that she wants to talk to u?

So she knows what im doing and feel youth again i guess...

Are they true or fake?

...honestly... i cant seem to say good stuff bout those girls...and i ussaully act all coy act school and them i crack and go cray for seconds then i turn coy again...Then at home im just a lazy free person... sometimes. 

Do you answer her questions?

Yes,but yes.

Do u talk about your period with her?

Yes. I thought i was pregnant once...and i was like "...I think i should call the police" XD 

Are u fake when with your mom?

...i honestly dont know...its so painful for me to NOT know which face is the real me...

The quiet girl,cray cray girl,the coy girl,the wushu amerture,the good student, the two faced ...i just dont know...and it hurts SOOO much when your friends ask you"dont me so fake!haha!" Even a joke is half meant....

Ever talked about school activity with her?

YES. I did infact.Musical,gardening club and thats it.

Talked about crushes? 

Go f yourself.

Yourself:...

Th8s is just to make myself understand ny myself better. And i know im lazy cuz this is not even half finished.... I'll do later.