I hate my life

I feel the need to get this out before suffocate from my depression.  My life , I'm not happy.  These days, the only things that keeps the sorrow at bay is this website, my AFF friends, and the other friends that I'm beginning to male outside.  Otherwise, I feel like my life isn't going anywhere.  I have no job and my college hasn't finished yet.  I'm 25 with no degree! I feel like I'll be 30 and still be stuck in community college.  If that happensnand nothings changed, then I might just have to kill myself.  I'm stuck in a dead end with no life! How the do I get out? I'm so depressed these days; especially, each month that approaches my birthday making me turn 26.  I'm a complete failure...

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Enchanted_Sorceress
#1
Heyy....relax dear. It's not the end although you haven't obtain ur college degree yet. Try find something that you good at, used it and make a living with it. Everything have it silver lining. Dont give up, i'm sure there is something good will happen if you keep trying. Fighting dear....
Saturne
#2
Please don't. Killing yourself won't change anything. If it does, it will only bring pains to others. You're young and being 25 with no degree is nothing to be ashamed or scared of. At least, you're not like those people who don't give a sh*t about school and end up living on the road. Of course, I don't know their past, so I'm not here to judge them, but I'm just trying to comfort you. Everybody will, one day, feels this way too. Please, don't ever think you're stuck or ed up because you're not. I know you're trying your best right now, and I'm sure this will come with a reward. Don't ever give up! Hwaiting ~ ^_^b
yoaisummer #3
U same age as me??O0O!!
Sorry..hehe...i know ur pain despite i nvr been collage before but reality also pain but doesn't mean i going to end up my life like that.i keep telling myself that I'm strong like Seungri and nothing can make me fall.I been bully and harsh word before but that make me stronger.Keep in faith.^^v
freefromlove #4
I'm the same like you. I'm 24 and I still don't complete my college. I failed at one class and it's just going on forever, i can't pass it. Three or four times, I almost gave up. Tell you that, I bought drugs to kill myself. I did drink them and vomited all out. The moment I thought I was going to die, then I realized, I still wanted to live. My life has so many things that I doesn't have a chance to do. My family, my friends, my beloved ones, if they see my dead body, what will they do ? Surely I will bring them pain and only pain. I live, I can't do anything for them, but if I die, I just bring them trouble. I tried to vomit all, and that moment was really hell. Sometimes when I thought about it, it made me shiver and hurt so much. Dead, really, really is bad way to solve thing. However, until this day, I still think about dead. I still imagine if I can't pass the exam , how can I kill myself ? I still think, but I won't do that. I believe in the end, an opening door can be there for us. Maybe...if you live, you can have the chance to see it. if you die, it'll be really over... Try hard again, till you can't try anymore. You and I, we just try, can we ? Hope you understand what I want to tell you. Because you and I, we're very similar to each other ^^
Ayaaahime #5
Hold on and fighting! Nothing really is at its end until you say so yourself.
There isnt success without stumbles and hurdles.
There isnt happinness without sorrow. but it's true so don't give up just yet!
Push and things would be better. Positivity helps, getting sad is okay but don't drown in it. There are other great things i'm sure:)
Jiri_babies
#6
Hello...
I really dont know how to say it as i m never good at consoling people... i understand what u r feeling... i m going through the same.. i will be 24 next month nd i dont hav any job even though i have completed my college since last two year... i m still dependend on my parent..
People say lots of things which is very unpleasant but i never pay attention to their comments.. when we start reacting to others comment than our life will become more miserable.. they dont know anything but they judge u head to toe as if they know everything.
Just keep urself busy.. do anything... becos when u r busy u will think less... people tend to be more depress when they think too much nd that leads to sadness and then depression...
Think positive it makes a lot of difference... just think that ur time hasnt come yet... one day it wil come.. ur day... u will get all wat u ever wanted... just be patience...
Always be happy even though u r going through rough time..
Always remember that life is very precious and a very beautiful road with some unpleasant hole on that road...
Takecare...
PenguinLOvers772
#7
don't be like that Nomochan. Life is hard and I know it very very well. Not everything turns up well but trust me, something good is ahead of you. You just have to be sure and not giving up. :)
Okay? Now don't be sad and read some nyongtory. ^^
I'm having a hard time too right now but don't think of it too much.
MessyPeanut #8
Don't be like that.. Life is going on and we have to take it one by one.. Don't think too much. Yes we always think about the future but no matter how we plan it, it doesn't always happen the way we want. So just take it easy and don't compare your life with others. So what if you still in community college, you are still working on your life and you don't give up. Have faith. There is a quote that you should remember.. If it's not happy, it's not the ending yet.

Cheer up! And it's okay to feel sad from time to time..
Hikochan
#9
Eonnie yaaa, hiko dongsaeng is here~
Mianhaeyo... I don't know how to comfort you x.x
But, I must say that eonnie must not do anything stupid okayyy?! Life is hard, but you shouldn't end your life journey just like that! YOLO right? Pardon me if you find what i'm saying is very childish, cuz i really don't know how to helpx.x
Still, no matter what, dongsaeng will be right beside you always! Btw, you want candy? *smile smile~*
Taoris95 #10
No, don't think about killing yourself. It can be hard when you're disappointed in your situation and yourself, but life is too short. Life has a way of working itself out, and any time spent unhappy is just wasted. Instead, look for things that give you comfort, maybe start a new hobby or have fun with some friends. If you feel like the road you're on isn't working out, find another way. It will be alright, even though it doesn't seem that way, and we're always here if you need to talk. I'll help in any way I can. *snuggles tightly* *rubs your back* *offers cookies* * hair*
Gracejees #11
I'm going to be 22 soon and i haven't found a job yet that I'm considering on taking a new course and study again! Don't give up nomochan! I know how you feel because i feel the same way too >.<
CaptainHyung #12
It's fine to feel this way. You have more than enough right to want and expect better for yourself. I hope you continue to have the strength to hang in there. You still have time to make your life better or go in a direction you choose. Trust, failing at something is an inescapable part of life. Learn from each "failure" and progress. It only takes one 'win' to change everything, so continue to up until you get it right.

I hope that helped.
cass92
#13
I'm 22 and i already gave up on collage. I want to start a new one but there is nothing i like. Yes, i understand the depresion completely but.please, see the bright side. You'll find a job, i am sure of it.
Come on, no need to be sad. Kisses and hugs my dear