I feel completely alone. Isolated.

I was supposed to be a led to see my father for the first time in three years this weekend.

and of course, like everything else in my life, that got ruined.

i used to think "the universe provides" whether it be god or some other higher power, I would be given what I needed.

now I'm to the point were if been with out my family for over three years, and seen my husbands everyday for the last five. Then he tells me that he doesn't understand why I'm upset that I won't get to see my family.

how clueless can someone be.