As you can see i am a very stubborn person, and i hate it when people tend to manipulate me, so i do not write when people ask me to write. I write because i wanted to, which is a bad thing when writing a chaptered fic, i suppose.

but then when i run out of fics to read, I also tend to write a lot. But now i dont know why i still have a lot on queue which means i wont be writing anytime soon. not until Neew Year's eve maybe so i can write a New Year's update or something.

but i should stll write. because i have a lot of fics building up in my mind and it gets frustrating when i forget even just a single plot.