So I am a Dutch Indonesian kid who wants to work in the kpop industry and my parents told me taht I should go for it. I already signed up for a music school and I also wanted to go to a special Korean school in one of the big city's here in the Netherlands. I want to go to that Korean school so I can achieve my dreams, to do something in the Korean music industry when Im grown up. I really love my family because they support me in everything I do but I hate them for turning down this perfect chance for me to go and learn about the country I love the most. Only because my mom thinks a Dutch school and a music school is enough for me she declined my idea about the Korean school out of the city. I want to go to KSOR so badly. I am a student at HML and MSD now but HML is a school for Dutch students and the only languages you learn there are Greek, Deutch, Dutch and French. MSD is my music school and the only thing you learn there is things about music nothing else... I cant understand why my parents are actually being like this while they were so supportive in the beginning. Declinning my offer to sign me up at a Korean school and leaving my Dutch school... I ing hate my Dutch school for gods sake and my parents know that but still they want me to go there because they think a Korean school is useless... Why are parents so supportive at one moment and the other moment they say its useless. I have been lying in my bed only sleeping and doing nothing because of my depression again, because I cant even go to Korean school so its brings me one step closer to my dream... My mom even asked me why I dont come out of my bed for the whole day, I explained and still she declined the offer... WHY IS THIS HAPPENING TO ME LIKE SERIOUSLY!

At this moment Im really depressed and feeling ty so I dont think my stories will get updated any time soon Im sorry guys.

_pinocchio_ out *peacesign*