Fighting.

My mum and dad are fighting again. It has been for their whole marriage as far as I know, but I only saw it in the last year or so, and when I was much younger. My mum used to come and sleep with my sister and I, and I used to like it, but now I see why she did. 

My mum is the nicest person I know, and I respect her for that. I hate the way she protects us though, and whenever something goes wrong (even when it isn't her fault) she blames herself infront of dad so he won't be mad at us. I hate it. I hate it. I hate it! 

My dad is a bull...I don't know, he may be perfectly nice, but he has ruined it for me. I don't know if I'll ever get along with him. We used to be much closer, but when I saw they were fighting....he left for a couple days last year and then came back like nothing was wrong. He wouldn't apologize until mom told him to. I hate I have to be the first to say I'm sorry, even when I don't have anything to apologetic for if I want to talk to him. We have gone for weeks without speaking to each other, and we live in the same house! 

I hate how he won't admit he is wrong, and when he does the house is hell for everyone. I hate that he won't get a ing hearing aid even though he can't hear anyone until they yell and then he's pissed that they are yelling at him. 

I ing hate it! 

I hate how mum dosnt stand up for herself much, and I hate how dad will fight all day over text u til she is crying. 

I hate it all.

 

Sorry for the rant. I am just pissed.

I'll probably take this down later.

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Kpopandjrocklover567 #1
*shakes head* some couples just don't work well together unfortunately. I hope you feel better soon Rouge-chan~
HKDGAL #2
Sounds like my parents but they divorced before I could even start having good memory. I only remembered them not being together, which I thought was normal until I reached seventh grade or so and I noticed everyone had their parents pretty much together. And then I went to high school and things were different.

My dad used to fight with me often but that is because he thought of me as mini mom number 2 (my older sister being mini mom 1) so I cut off contact after it got worse and now I'm slowly letting him back in.

I know you aren't experiencing the same thing but I know how hard it is. My parents won't even speak to each other unless they need to (the last time they did was when my twin got sick with bronchitis and he was explaining what medicine did what and what she needs to pay. She never paid him back though). I wish they would try and talk though because not talking makes things worse but this isn't a movie.

I hope it gets better for you. I know what it is like when they don't admit they are in the wrong. My grandpa often fights with my grandma to the point she cries but they love each other and have been married for year. It's because my grandpa isn't good with his sight and he gets frustrated. So, again I hope everything gets better. You deserve the best. :)
abie529 #3
hey it's fine does this usually happen in the household? does he ever try to physically hurt you guys? or is this just an misunderstanding between your mother and father?
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