OMFG! This morning I had the sickest and most uncomfortable dream I've had in years! I dreamed that my best friend Hamster* died and I went all depressed, I mean come on he is my best friend. I might like im more than that I have no idea about my feelings >< And then it was like a year later and I went fully psycho, I cried and I trashed everything that was in my way. I just couldn't deal with the pain anymore.. And then I woke up, my face was full of tears and all I could think was 'WTF am I dreaming this for?' I seriously have no clue why I was dreaming about it but the scary part is that I feel like I have had a similar dream before; same people same story just a different surrounding. I haven't told him about it and I don't think I will, ever. It's just that it is really freaking me out..

* I call him Hamster because I can! :3 Also we stuff our faces with popcorn so we look like hamsters >->

Also, my best friend, Eve's boyfriend is a at the moment.. Just sayin'! :)

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