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I really feel like the worst sister in the world right now. I always forget how much my sister does for me and how much she buys me, it's to the point where I somtimes expected her to pay for things... and I don't want to be like that anymore, I want her to be happy with me again I don't want her to hate me because I lost my way of being a good sister, because I've turned into the biggest brat you could meet. I don't want her to feel like she has to but me things, I don't want her to feel like she has to do these things for me. I also don't want to be someone she finds to be a burdon to be around.

I just wish life was back to when we didn't have to worry and the only thing we cared about was how many times we could hit a baseball in a row, or playing around in our backyard.

I just don't want her to stress anymore and I feel like I'm stressing her out the most recently...

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Lesleyanne #1 Aug 13, 2014 01:00:45

I have a sister too, so I know what you're getting at. I'm kinda a brat when it comes to my sister. She's the only person who has to deal with my hardcore tantrums, mood swings, and my complaints. But you just thinking of a change, is what makes you a good sister. I know even if I have to pay for my sister every single day i'd never think of her as a burden. At the end of the day, it may be frustrating, but she's my sister. So i'm sure your sister doesn't see you that way.
You can either work to change it, or try other things to compensate for her paying for you. In your little ways, you can also do some things for her as well, which may also help her relieve some stress. You'll never know.
Try telling her how you feel, apologize, and do little things for her too. Maybe that would help. :)