sometimes there are just things that I just want to finish just to get it over with

....this moment right now is one of these things -3-

coz I know that even though I put my 900% effort in it -- the outcome would always be a let down

/le sigh/

I want out tbh but I don't want to be a KJ and disrespectful

so okay...I shall push through with this

so I can continue working on F.A.P., my one true love

sounded wrong lols