I'm slowly slipping off the edge. I seriously can't take it anymore. It's like I have bipolar. One day, I'm super happy, the other day I just feel like killing myself. I swear, I'm getting super paranoid. I keep feeling like the moment I turn my back, someone is gonna backstab me or bad mouth me behind my back. Somehow, I regret transferring. People here don't care about your feelings. They treat u like a dog and say whatever they want. I miss the old times.Thanks to that, I feel like jumping off a cliff or just laying in bed, crying my worries away. I think too much and that's a weakness. My only weakness and the only thing that's obstructing me on the road to happiness. I don't think I can be happy anymore. I'm lonely, depressed, quiet and generally sad. Sorry for wasting your time, this was just a way for me to rant away everything.