don't read this if you don't want to see a rant about my BF

like seriously i'm being selfish cuz i really don't want him to leave and the truth is i really love him and he didn't know that even though i'm like smiling and but im actually crying on the inside because im gonna miss him and i don't care if its like 2 hours away from our house, but it's still a long way thooooooooo!!!! and Im gonna be selfish rn cuz i actually get that hes leaving cuz of his grandpa but i just want him to stay here with me and go to school with me and also prom and cuz i can't take it not hugging him, even though im a tsundere in front of our friends but i just don't want him to leave and its his last year of high school why cant he just stay here and finish it since he's gonna turn 18 in one month!!! *cries*