*Note: This took me forever to write.

How long has it been? Weeks? Months? Years? Who even knows the last time I updated or, more importantly, wrote something. I don't even remember the last time I picked up a notebook and wrote. What happen to the girl that loved to write each night? What about the girl that read almost 30 fan fics at once? What happen to the Kpop freak? She doesn't even know. It was one day that everything changed. Not just one thing, no, everything. She doesn't even know who she is anymore. 

                      Documents upon doctuments fill up her computer, gathering dust. The ideas that once filled her mind have faded away. Each day more and more ideas get thrown out. What happen to the Jor we all know?

                      Hey everyone!! Don't really ask what happen to me because, to be honest, I don't even know what happened. Everything has been, just, so difficult. I don't even know what to write anymore, I had a whole idea figured out. Now it's all mush. 

           Forgive me.