day 1: heard of auditions by friend. checked if it was legit ....yes definetely legit. check details.....SATURDAY. dies a little...freak out what to do. went to coffeeshop...search for dances, watch Hyuna-Red-too y,Hyolin-one way love-need back-up dancers, 4L-move-why did i get here? O_o. look for old dances instead....watch Only one by boa...this can be....watch Rain-Rainism...recommends to friend that will audtion too instead, watch Boa-Eat You Up....maybe maybe maybe...went home for practice, ate first....realized i can't dance yet...practice singing instead...got a guitar sang I Need A Boy of IU her version of Taeyang's I need a girl need something more lively....tries ballad..sing's Kim Bum Soo's Bogoshipda...realizes that i need piano...gets guitar again...sings own rendition of EXO's Growl....suddenly mashes it UP with EXO XOXO...rap 2NE1's Gotta Be You hmmm thinks it's a bit disorganized...got a pen and paper tries to write own rap like AKMU realizes an hour has passed...sets writing a rap for tomorrow...practice dance...practices Only One...realizes that back-up dancer is needed...tries Eat You Up instead...and settles for it...totally my style. practices for many hours..feels sleepy...done halfway...stops. will practice tomorrow /jumps to bed/

REPEATS A MANTRA: BE BOA...BE LIKE BOA...BE BOA.. TTTTTT


kekekeke and i'll be like this




day 2: IM JUST SUPER TIRED. I THINK I'M DEVOID OF ALL EMOTIONS AND FEELINGS LIKE A ZOMBIE OTL.
gotta practice more gotta practice more no sleep no sleep yes sleep is for the weak!