Its a crime to love pain

Its a crime to love both hatred and pain.

They make me cry.

They make me mad.

They make me go crazy.

Because of one single person.

But pain can dissolve if one is happy.

If one gets want he wants.

Money. Food. Children. Dreams.

Or even a new friend. 

 

 

 

They laughed at me.

They can't accept who I am.

Who am I?

Desperate. Fustrated. Furious. Gloomy. Dark. Yet there's a dim light somewhere in the word 'Me'.

That light can only fight and be victorious when there's my one friend around.

But when she isn't. That light drowns itself underneath all its enemy.

I need my one true friend. To pursue my dreams. To travel around the globe.

To be happy.

 

 

 

 Happiness is the key of life.

The reason why god gave you a beating heart. A mind. A soul.

Fairytales don't exist. So does a happy ending.

Everyone will eventually die.

But I will live my life until the time has come for me to leave the world and perhaps, party with god.

Never shall I commit suicide. No matter what I'm going through.

There may be one who prefers me gone. But I know there's also one who needs me.

Like how I need my friend.