I know I've never written anything in here  for as long as I remember (though I always come to read fanfiction) and I thought I'd write something before someone comes to the conclusion that I'm a creepy stalker. 

Don't get me wrong, I'm not going to write fanfiction in here. For one thing, my creativity is as barren as an infertile land and I lack the self-control to finish anything I've started. I just wanted to drop by and say hello because I hardly ever talk to anyone in here. 

How do people write fanfiction? I mean, I understand the part where you fall in love with a band/band member and spend a fair amount of time listening to their music or watching videos, but how do you take it beyond that point? How do you get the motivation to write something and moreover, how do you manage to continue writing it?

Here's the thing, I'm not a terrific writer. I can't seem to move people like some of the amazing authors do in here. I can't convince people what I'm writing is real, especially when it's in the form of fiction.All my writing seem so conspicuously fictional. People see right through it or atleast they are conscious that it's not real while they are reading it. 

I'm not complaining. It has dawned to me that writing comes in different styles and forms and maybe I cannot improve beyond this point. Maybe this is as far as my writing goes. 

All I want to know is, have you gone through a similar experience and if so, how did you manage to overcome it? 

And on a lighter note, how are you? How was your day? 

-Lucy