De-stress

Today was a very hectic day. Everything wasn't going the way I wanted it to and I felt very frustrated at the dozens of plates I had to do (I'm not even finished yet -_-) I feel very frustrated and burdened about my college course. Why the F... did I even take Interior Design? I don't really like it. I barely know it even though I've been studying it for about six years now(I haven't finished my thesis study) I honestly don't think that its the course for me but what can I do? Everyone is expecting me to push through and just finish it once and for all but they don't understand how unfulfilling and frustrating it feels. The teachers/professors in my school aren't even really that helpful or inspiring, I always feel like I'm being judged for not being good enough.

I can't help but regret the day I reserved my spot for the course, it was purely by accident that I ended up reserving a spot in interior design. I was going to reserve a spot in my university's Literature course, I din't clearly understand the guidelines for the reservation and I was scared that I would not make it to the deadline so I rushed.

I want to be a writer.

I've known that ever since I was eleven.

but I can't understand how the heck I ended up in Interior design.

I want to quit but I won't be able to shift to another course.

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Ice_Trinh #1 Jul 30, 2014 11:06:01

Hi...I think I said this on my Facebook on the day of my B-Day..."Life's in open book...we choose to live our life the way we what it"...I think its something like that if not it was ..."Life's like a book...one chapter to another"...means even though that my last Chap as end but the next one I am able to do more,I am able to look forward into another adventurer as well as mysteries that lay's a head...so don't let people look down on U...this is your story...this is your chance of show who you are...the shy is the limit and there will always be something else for you to do...never give up on doing what you want to do...if you like interior design then do as a side job and if you what to write a book then do it...as long as U got the support then U should keep the with you...know matter what your no burden on anything...Hopefully that helps...and if your wondering why I said though's thing is because this is my life...my life to do what I like to become in the future...that's why I always take my step's slow enough...to see the world around me...like I said never let anyone chose what you what to do...it you chose...your life...make i possible by taking you step and maybe one day that book could be come one of the best selling book and maybe into a movie...but just take things slow OK~...FIGNTING!!! ^&^