I can't even remember what I was so upset about that prompted me to go straight for a haircut yesterday lol. I just remember finding out something that someone who I thought could be treated as a friend was actually doing nice things for a motive. Wtf??? Why do I always meet these kinds of people -_- But anyway, it also didn't help that I was having terrible thoughts because someone said that I don't look smart. Lol yeah, my self-confidence has been taking a big big big hit recently. I feel horrible and crappy. 

Now that my hair's chopped clean off (thanks hairstylist lol you told me to trust you i came out looking like a poodle but at least your hair cut made my face look thinner), I feel somewhat sad but... hopeful at the same time? I suppose you can say that haircuts are a figurative new beginning, and I'm actually heading out for a barista interview later on. 

They say that leaving people and emotional baggage behind isn't easy, I know, and I've tried and stumbled quite a few times. But I'm hoping that this time round I'd really be able to start afresh :) My country's tiny so I can't move across states. And as much as I'd like to, my dad would probably kill me if I so much as move out of earshot lol. But yeah, I'm heading for a day trip to Johor Bahru this coming Friday, and a Bangkok trip in October! Getting away would definitely be appreciated.  

On a more fanfic related note, I've been writing and hitting the backspace button more often than not lol. But one thing that'd definitely come would be my upcoming fic in the kaisoommer exchange ^^ Have fun guessing which one is mine.