~

i'm just a mistake

no one will care if something happens

i'm going to pretend as i live

making sure at all of them will believe

the tragedy of the past hunts me

no matter how hard i do to forget

the memory is still there

it already leaves a scar

theres no point of running away

no matter how hard i try

it will always be there

and it already made a big impact

i pretend like everything is okay

even though its not

i must continue living like this

for the sake of everyone

i dont want to be a burden

if i leave, will someone care?

why do i need to be afraid

if i already know the answer

i'm tired of everything

tired of acting like everything is fine

if i show then the real me

will they accept me or not

~

they say that you might forget the good memories

that happen in the past

but you'll never forget the bad ones

thats right, cause no matter how hard

i try to forget , it's still there

i can still feel it mentally

sometimes physically at my dreams