Have you guys ever feel like letting everything go? 

 Like you just lie down and clench your fist then try not to burst into tears. But then it finally happens,you could not stop crying and feel like you're unfortunate even though you know there are more people out there who are unluckier than you.

It's like sometimes you just wanna be selfish and ignore everything, you do know that isn't helping the situation at all but you just have that wanting. To let go, to surrender, to hide.

 I've had that kind of feeling before and it didn't help at all. But still, when I looked back, I'm glad I didn't actually give up. It was just some kind of boosting. And the message I'm trying to deliver is that it's okay sometimes to fall but please, do get up and do try to start all over again.