So, hello everyone who is reading ! (if someone is)

I first intended to post this in the author's note of the last chapter (and recently posted) of my fic sparkling pastries but I guess this is going to be a lot to write there, so I decided to post it here like a blog post, yup.

What I mainly wanted to let you know was: hey! I am not dead, yet. and i am not abandoning my fics whatsover because i just really can not.

The reason why i have been in hiatus? it's because I've been extremely busy as of late, i'm working 7/24 12 hours-shifts and attending university in between, and it is my last year too, so I've more pressure (not really, cough) now. And that really gives me no time to update ): I usually come home around 8 at night, and the one and only thing I wanna do is get in my bed and sleep. orz

Yeah, I've been reading fics in the meantime (guilty!) and you may ask how? didn't you say you don't have time?, and yeah, that's true, but reading is easy to me (it's way easier reading that writing ok ._.), i can do it whenever and wherever because i am mostly always with my phone. And why then i can't write in those moments of free time? Because I need to be focused on what I am writing and where I work I can not, because I'm always interacting with people, or hearing noises.

And... another big thing about why i haven't updated in a long time was because I have this kind of writer's block with a pair of my stories and couldn't get through this. 

Yeah, one was sparkling pastries, it gave me lots of headache, because in the beginning it was supposed to be a oneshot or twoshot. no more, but then I revamped the plot a little so  I could extend it and it was okay, but then I thought the ending was very cliché like (and I'm already a clichétist(does this word even exist?)) and I wasn't conviced with that, and I couldn't think of something better ): because I am in no way a pro in this matter.

So I kind of made another revamp so I can keep going with the story! and hey, it's settled now ^^

AHHHH, another thing, which could develop something serious business in the story, in chapter eleven i kind of hinted a bit of hyukhae... 
and hey, i know there are some people out there who are very sensitive between -hyukhae- & -haehyuk-. I am very open minded(?) with both terms/hierarchy, bc i just love eunhae in every of his forms kkkkk.

But my point here is, that I know i said since the beginning the story was gonna be -haehyuk- and i am gonna respect that. 
And if I ever put a hyukhae scene I'll put a warning so anybody who are not comfortable can skip it easily, and of course it won't affect the story line or anything. 

So, everyone, don't worry (:

I guess starting from today I'll be updating often again, I can't assure you everyone that it will be an update daily, because I don't think I can find the time, but I'll give it my best!, but maybe updates can be weekly or sort (;

I want to thank everyone who waited patiently for any of my fics (or if you are still waiting, I'm getting back on roll!) and if you have reached this far from this stupid and long blog post reading. Thank you  for your support and love (; hahahaha no, seriously.
And everyone who have subscribed, commented and upvoted any of my fics, i want to say that everytime you do it i shed a tear, oh gawd, no, seriously talking, it means a lot to me, and i can believe that sp had reached too many subscribers so far ;;  sometimes it's still hard to believe, but i'm glad, that means you are liking it, right?

So, now, if you ever need a friend(?) or someone to talk or spazz about oppar and such I am quite a lonely (and forever alone) person, but I like making friends now and then ♡  you can follow me on twitter and we can talk there 8D hahaha or something the likes, but hey, I am shy too! so please first talk to me and let me know who you are! 

Here, my twitter: @fishiemon

PS. i just got a major frustration when my laptop decided to restart itself and i thought this fckn long post was gone like that! but magically it is still here after it restarted so, ugh.