Hello, hello....Aren't I annoying? :D

I just....understood something some second ago...

There are some people....who...write....Just because they feel like it....Not because of someone, but just because they want to write down that, what's in their mind...

They do it, despite the fact that there are almost no people to read their stories....And I really admire them for that and I cross fingers for them..I hope that someone will really appreciate their work.... (Yeah, yeah...I understood everything while I was looking for some new stories to subscribe to...like I don't have like 300 already in my subscriptions)

You know....I started because of the same reason...I still remember the first chapter of my first fanfiction... and the first line... It was something like "Everybody get up, we have to head out' Onew yelled"  It's amazing...how flattered I felt when I received my first comment that said "It's not bad as a first try" :D  And I was really afraid when I first decided to start writing stories in English....Like "OMG I can't, I'm not good at it"

And I was really happy at my first subscribers....I was jumping around happily, because there was one person, who had subscribed to my story :D

That's why....I know what the feeling is...

I grew as a writer....I mean...My English got better (all that writing helped me...I'm first *plus my bf "including Han_Hye_Ri"* in my class when it comes to English) I can express myself better as well... Now more people subscribe to my stories....And everything is different..I love writing...and I as much I do it for my self as much I do it because I don't want to disappoint you.

And I fangirl like crazy over every single comment...

OK..that went to another point - more about me than about who I admire....

But yeah...that's what I wanted to tell you....I really admire those who write just because....they feel like it....I admire those, who continue after receiving only a single comment, after they've already updated 6 chapters...and still there are only like 7 people subscribing to their story....

Now I have stories with more than 300, more than 400 subbies, but those people...Wahh....

I swear...I'm not that strong...If I didn't receive that much support I was probably going to give up on aff and continue on writing in my native language....But now I'm happy...and

I don't know if you had the nerve to read all this , but just as those authors...I wanted to speak out my mind....

NOW....I LOVE YOU REALLY SO SO SO SO SO MUCH....I APPRECIATE EVERY COMMENT, EVERY UPVOTE and.....everything you do for me..

BYE~