I don't believe I have it in me to write anymore.

I know I can form sentences and words and stories, but I just don't have an imagination for it anymore. My stories are repetitive and boring and I dislike writing them and then going back only to hate them and rewrite yet again.

I will not be deleting any of my works anymore (unlike what I did last time I was on here... Losing my oneshots and my first almost complete story) but instead I will come back to them if I feel the need or the urge to write some more.
Right now my focus is on my art.
My life is crazy complicated when it comes to deciding what I want to do in the future or what it is that I feel like I have a passion for... So as long as I'm trying to work that out, I don't think that writing fanfiction is helping me with it at all... In fact, it is more of a distraction.

Now please don't read this wrong or mistake my words for something negative... It simply comes down to this:

I don't have the desire to write anymore.
Whether that is a permanent thing, or just temporary, is competely up to me and how much I want to focus on it.

I really have enjoyed my time as a fanfic writer, but it is time for me to move on... I'm finally understanding what it's like to grow up.

If you still want to hear from me you can find me on tumblr at teacoffeeandcrumpets. I don't post anything made by myself yet because I am waiting to get a drawing tablet so I can make digital artworks, but when I do you can be sure to see a lot of it.

If you know me as a friend I can give you more of my details if you want to keep in contact, but at this point this could be one of the last things you hear from me here on AFF.

BUT I AM NOT DELETING.
My stories will still be around but most likely will stay unfinished. I think if it gets to 2015 and my viewpoint hasn't changed I could possibly deactivate for good.

Thank you so much for your constant support, silent or written. I do honestly appreciate every single subscription, add, wallpost, upvote... Whatever it was you gave me I want to say a big thank you.

You are all incredible and I would have little confidence in myself as a writer if it weren't for all the encouragement... So again, thank you.

Much love,

Tea x