the final author's note
So, I've been writing on AFF for a while now and I've come to love it to pieces, but with time, I have also come to realize that it is just not for me.
I've read all of my own stuff, and honestly, I at it. My flow is stunted and disjointed, it's incoherent and just plain awful. I'm not leaving AFF (oh hell no, I can't live without it), I'll just not be writing any longer. It's not that I don't love writing, it's just that I don't want to try anymore
All of my incomplete stories are going to be deleted (probably tomorrow, maybe next week, who knows?), but the complete ones I'll leave up for the sake of it. Let there some rememberance of the once-author Mattokki. For me, this signals the end of something I sincerely loved, and it pains me to discover that I wasn't as good as I thought I was. I am losing a piece of myself, but I know I have to give it up.
So, I guess this is goodbye?
I don't know what I'm going to do, but I guess I'll find out as I go along.
Comments