THANK YOU & why updates are slow

Okay so I got home from getting a yellow fever shot a little while ago (as I'm typing this my arm hurts so much orz) and saw that I had 100 new subscribers. My face looked something like this at first: ༼≖ɷ≖༽

And then the realization slowly hit me that that was my story and those statistics were real. Comments started flowing in saying "congrats" and I thought another anonymous reader advertised my story for me. But, that wasn't it, so I stopped thinking for a second. I told myself it couldn't be. No way this was happening right now. I was in complete denial because, well, the story has barely even started to unravel itself. But, seeing no other possibilities, I looked at the front page anyways...

THANK YOU.

TERIMA KASIH.

DĚKUJU.

GRACIAS.

ありがとう.

شكرا.

Just, THANK YOU SO MUCH.

DMaF was FEATURED and there are only thirteen chapters. All of the love and support I've received for this helluva mess story is absolutely crazy. When I first saw the yellow star next to the title, I literally ran upstairs and screamed to my brother, "My story got featured!!" He looked up at me from his phone and said, "Is this some kpop thing?" I was still smiling like an idiot when I nodded. He told me I had no life and told me to get out of his room...but I didn't really care because, dear lord, I was FEATURED.

Putting all overly-dramatic enthusiasm aside, I am a bit nervous that it's gotten this amount of love so early on in the plot. I've convinced myself that the clichéd point that it's at right now will turn away readers, since the main characters' backgrounds are still not fully revealed and, well, it's very hard to understand any of them at this point. It just goes to say that none of them are even remotely likable (which, at this point, they aren't supposed to be) and, to some readers, I'm worried will make the plot seem rather typical and boring.

In any case, I don't want to sound ungrateful for the feature because that is certainly not it! I'm just simply astounded that so many people are actually reading and upvoting it so early on.

Now, I want to explain what has been keeping me from updating. And, just a warning; it kind of evolves into a rant. Sorry about that...

My mother has lately become very overprotective: she doesn't let me bring my laptop upstairs anymore and today, while I was trying to write my new chapter, this is what happened-

I had a new chapter ready to be posted, but it wasn't good. Whether it was too boring, too short, or just bad overall - I don't know. So, I deleted the whole thing and began to type again. My mother walked into the room right at that moment and asked me, "What are you typing?" I told her once before that I wrote stories on the internet and, after hearing that, she got mad at me - mad enough to scream. She screamed that I don't help do anything around the house, that I'm wasting my time, that I should go do something educational, etc.

So I didn't reply. I kind of just sat there, not having enough energy to lie, but still not enough courage to tell the truth.

"Get off the computer. If you can't tell me what you're doing, then you're not doing what is okay." (Sorry if that translation is a bit awkward, she speaks to me in French nowadays)

So I got off the computer and walked away. She called after me and said, "Christine, get back here and tell me exactly what you were doing! You were communicating with someone, weren't you?!"

I nodded because I really couldn't think of anything to say. She kind of went on a screaming rant after that, saying how all of my friends were terrible and that I'm too secretive, etc. In a way, I can see that she's right. I'm much too quiet and reserved for my own good, and I never really explain myself to anyone. (Except all you guys on AFF, of course.) I think she's just worried about me and, though I can understand why, I'm sorry that it has to affect all of my readers as well.

Long story short, I'm typing this on my phone and my computer is off-limits for the time being. *sigh*

But, on a much lighter note:

I want to thank you all again for getting DMaF featured! I will try very hard to finish the update today on my phone :)

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exostan19
#1
Yeah, it's really hard to be a kpop fangirl lol... my parents are curious about what I was doing, staring at my phone for a long time until midnight, my sister always complain, why I dont have better things to do, and get a life... I don't really bothered by them, so I just answer them like "I'm improving the quality of my english language by reading english stories" so with that, they dont really care about me, because now they know, what I was doing actually useful for me
chaebolsoojung #2
ooh yeah same with my mum, i'm only allowed on the ipad for a certain amount of time per day (she doesnt know about me using internet on my phone mwahaha) and even tho it's the holidays she makes me do a truckload of chores and study every day :P i get ya i really do xxx
dreamicky
#3
Congratulations!! Keep up the good work~^^
haha my mother likes to nag at me as well, she always complain that I'm so lazy, doesn't even know how to cook and not helping with household chores at all~ but I'm glad that she doesn't care what I do, I just do whatever I want and she don't even bother lol. Anyways, your mum is just concerned about you:)
take ya time to update, no worries!
MrsJoonie #4
omg ive been there before and it is not only my mom but my dad is also involved. they are wondering what is the thing that keep me staying up so late at night because i keep staring at my phone or laptop. lol and my brother told me to get a life because i am so crazy over kpop. i think this problem is so common for fangirl like us T__T
Luussjje #5
Hmm... It's normal for your mom to be protective over you because who's parents aren't? But when they suddenly become overprotective, then it's time to talk with them. Ask your mom why she is so overprotective. It could be possible that she heard stories that were not nice and that that just scared her. It's not unknown to the world that es are on the internet. I'm sure that whatever it is, it'll be alright :)
byacell
#6
thats not so good too hear~ but I think your mom worried about you. hwaiting ne! and congratulation ^^
pouringmoonlight #7
And congratulations! ^-^
kaylalukman #8
My parents never know that I have an account in AFF, and I doubt
they even know what AFF is, I'd rather keep it for myself, even
though there are times when they get suspicious when I stare at
my phone in a LONG TIME, but I brush them off saying that I'm
reading book reviews
pouringmoonlight #9
Aw, sorry to hear that! Maybe you can let her read your story sometime and I hope she will understand. :)
naega-pabo-aniya #10
My parents dont even know I have an aff account. I mean seriously, my parents are overprotective in the wierdest way possible. But, hey, we gotta live a little, y'know?
TaestyJams
#11
My parents are the same way except I don't have a laptop and I keep my phone with me all the time.. my mom always tells me to get off my phone and don't talk to ppl you don't know, yet you do the same thing everywhere we go? So, you should be happy in socializing with ppl at all but I get where you're coming from, that's why my updates are slow too but keep working hard for the subscribers that support you, ne?

Ppyeong~~