In the hope my girlfriend wont read this blog post,

Hey guys, lately I have alots of girlfriend problems. We fight alot and she acts y towards me alot the past few days. Its driving me nuts and I think Im falling out of love with her, but Im not sure. Everytime I hear her name its just oh she's my girlfriend while when we first started dating and I would hear her name I would get twinkly eyes and a big smile on my face. Its really confusing.

I told her my feelings started to fade for her and she freaked out she tols me she loved me so much and that she couldnt live without me and that kinda made me feel bad about it. She had been hiding things for me about her health and sometimes she lies to me and its really annoying. She acts so y towards me and her reasons were that her grandma is straving and that school is pressuring her and that her friends are acting y towards her and that her dad is so focused on his new girlfriend that he ignores his own daughter and all.

But then again I have alot of tougher life then her. I almost never see my dad, my grades are dropping my homeroom teacher even told me that I maybe had to repeat the year what freaked me out. I 'got out of the closet' because I was afraid that people would bully me if I said I am a transgender. I have to go through a process for that transgender thingy and I dont even have friends at school. My mom doesnt has time for me as she is so focused on her videogames that she doesnt even notices if Im home or not. My sister always picks a fight with me and all. I even got abused at home till a month ago or something. And what is bothering me the most is that Im only 13 years old so that makes it even tougher.

And there is this really worst thing... I think I like one of her friends... She's cute and she is really nice and all and she never fails to make me smile... Those feelings are fading too though but still.

My girlfriend is about to turn 15 in November and it kinda that she thinks she has a tough life. I lost a few family members too ya know and Im still not over it. This is so frustrating. I dont know what to do anymore guys... I really dont know what to do...

Please help me

_pinocchio_ out *hungs head low*