i didn't realize i liked him until i saw him smiling one day and i started blushing like a maniac,then i realized just how handsome he was and couldn't stop thinking 'why am i just noticing him this way?' and tbh before i kinda didn't like him but now i do, just waiting for him to make the first move [look at my blog post 'unnie's and donsaengs im having boy problems to understand a bit] but...im so scared to confess and get rejected -sigh- and it's other things too -pout- im probably gonna be an old lady loving kpop idols for the rest of my life