I knew

 

 

I knew about everything. Your pain, your struggles and your problems. 

 

I tried to help you too

And you tried to help me

 

 

You understood it all

A comfort I had never actually met 

 

 

You were clean too 

 

 

No self harm for a month you said

Getting better you said

 

Oh I trusted you too 

 

 

But tonight

 

 

You lied

No longer a month clean

 

And tonight. You took it a step farther

 

You tried to leave with you razor in hand and wrist stained in blood. 

 

 

And your goodbye hurts so much

 

 

 

 

So my dear darling friend, if you leave me tonight, I will at least know you are in a better place. Somewhere happy and free. And I'll see you on there one day

 

 

Or someday soon who knows

 

 

 

If you are still here tomorrow, than thank you for not leaving me behind. And please....please get better

 

 

You deserve all the happiness in the world 

 

 

 

And I am so very sorry that I couldn't save you