My SM THE Ballad Album dropped and now it's broken... 

well my ipod doesn't sync anymore, and so i searched for solutions in the internet. and the only solution is... to remove every song and videos. i was hesitant because all of the videos was already banned in th YT or they removed it already due to copyright reasons, and i don't have a copy of those videos in my laptop. (since this is a new one and the old one was... with my sister. well she's not living with me. [we're a broken family. ;|] but then i really wanted to put the ddeotda oppa video and live performances, and so i took the risk. so yeah. it's empty. >.< 
 

anyway, i was trying to put all my SJ songs to my ipod from the CDs itself when my younger brother came, (he's 16 btw) and then borrowed my SM the ballad album. i just let him cause he likes SJ anyways. but then he dropped the album. and i was like. YOU! WHAT HAVE YOU DONE?!!! i even sweared him a lot of times in our language that i feel like crying. the album costs 750 pesos(well that's what i remembered). well it's not with the price, but as an ELF, ((and my forever bias Kyuhyun was part of SM The Ballad)) things such as albums, posters, or even freebies are sooooo important that i spend so much for those things simply because i love them. like seriously. 

i'm so sorry for ranting over here... it's just that... i'm not really feeling well a while ago... i just drank water and then my stomach started to hurt like crazy, and then everything became blured and i was dizzy. i feel like throwing up whenever i eat, and then this happened.... i just hope that tomorrow will be a great day since we're going to visit my mom and my sister and spend the christmas together....

thanks for reading....